PARTICULAR STAGE IN LIFE

Particular stage.
Tambah usia, tambah dewasa. Tambah dewasa, pikiran tambah matang (biasanya). Pikiran tambah matang, masalah yang datang pun semakin menantang. Masalah yang menantang itu bukan cuman satu. Terkadang, secara tiba-tiba persoalan-persolaan datang di waktu yang bersamaan. Tidak terasa, bukan lagi masalah pacar yang bawel, kecengan yang ngecengin orang lain, uang jajan sebulan yang ludes dalam satu hari. Bukan lagi persoalan itu yang datang. Di tahap ini, particular stage, masalah2 yang berdatangan jauuuuuuuuuuuh lebih terasa berat, saking beratnya serasa hampir bikin kepala pecah.
Particular stage.
Ini bener-bener tahap yang amat sangat istimewa. Never thought i'll be caught in this kind of stage. Where I don't feel so well to do my thing, even if it my most favourite thing like sleeping. Tapi inget, gak ada persoalan yang gak bisa terselesaikan. Percaya saja, we can handle the problem, that's why Allah send it. Tapi tetap, ada dua kemungkinan yang terjadi jika seseorang sedang berada di Particular stage ini, pertama ia bisa melewatinya dengan baik, kedua, ia tidak bisa melewatinya dengan baik. Karena itulah ini sama seperti ujian, dimana gurunya adalah pengalaman dan kesalahan.
Particular stage.
Belajarlah dari pengalaman, terlebih dari kesalahan. Jangan membesar-besarkan masalah, walaupun sebenarnya memang masalah besar. Tetap harus bersyukur, karena hal yang lebih buruk masih bisa saja terjadi. Sekali-kali tidak apa merenungi nasib orang lain yang keadaannya jauh lebih genting atau lebih buruk. Hal ini bisa ampuh untuk mengembalikan kepercayaan diri, dan menambal kembali harapan yang compang-camping. Lawan rasa takut apalagi galau. Tembus batas kemampuan yang selama ini menjadi penghalang. Terus jalani, hadapi face to face. Walau rasanya seperti merangkak di atas bebatuan tajam. Jangan pikirkan rasa sakitnya. Tapi pikirkan jalan bebatu itu pasti memiliki ujung penghabisan. Semuanya pasti berakhir. So don't ever run. Just walk through it, even if we cry while we walk. It's ok. It's really ok.
Particular stage
So, Life with its complicated problem, is just too beautiful to be abandoned. Live it. Cheer it.   


Always Cheers..

A.I    

LOVE LIKE WHAT?

love is like..
this or that.. and blah.. blah..blah..
nothing exactly describe what love is
love is what we see in the mother's eye
love is what we struggle, so we can be alive
but sometimes love is just another word
whispering here or there
like unrecognized wind
we dont't notice it
that's what make us so mean
careless, selfish, unfair
sometimes we blame love
sometimes we hate love
but love isn't gonna complain even a bit
love is just love
don't need to hyperbole
or overreacting
the truth is love is just one simple thing
make it easy and clear
because that what love is
if you find the difficulty in it
it's just the delution
love like what?
love like that... that can make heart be sincere
it is love
is just one simple thing.

"L"

His eyes like a clear sky in the morning

He has bubble face, with a welcoming smile

I love his wide shoulder, 

I can lay my head there forever

And his scent just likes the fresh air when dawn breaks the night

I miss every single words he speak

When he is silent

There is a deep heartbeat echoing around

 

But still we’re in the distance

I know somehow he’s thinking of me all the way

I trust this feeling

Just like I believe his heart will always guide him to me

Like my heart does

He has the warmth

I love the warmth

this like a blanket to cover me up everynight

I love the warmth

for making me this thousand sweet dreams 

I love the warmth 

for making me believe

a true love like a pairing pigeon had 

I love the warmth

He has one

My L

he's my L
like I read the unfinished story before
that girl in the story found her L
I found mine too
He's like L in the word deLLisious
Light, Lulaby, and lalala
He's like L in the word Love
yes he is
yes he is